I have been good, the thoughts have stopped but again everything comes back and when I look in the mirror it becomes much worse, no one knows me for who I really am and they keep getting angry at me because I say the things I do and I feel bad but I just can’t stop it. I’m sorry but imagine looking like me. I can’t even express my feelings on an website where no one knows who I am. F. A. I. L. U. R. E. ..